So where does that leave me?
Well of course I haven’t mentioned it to Julie. Instead I just told her how much fun we had, about the bars we visited and the music we listened to. I think she suspects that I’m being less than candid on the subject of strip clubs, but that’s fine (and what’s expected on a lad’s weekend). She’ll never guess about Alison, and I don’t want to worry or distress her.
Did I dream it? There are moments (particularly if I wake up at four in the morning) when I think I must have hallucinated the whole thing. But then in that instant, I was so certain, so convinced that she was there. And certainly the text was real (I still have it, it clearly came from her phone). I don’t see she could have known in any way that I was going to Budapest, yet somehow she did know – so does that mean she went there as well?
How could she know?
Why would she follow me like that?
The answer to where does that leave me, is confused.
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